Dreams....

Been dreaming a lot about you lately.....
Do I really love you...?
Or it is just that I see you everyday...?

I know I said I don't want to bother about you anymore..
But I just can't bear it...
I am too stuck to you....

Do you know how much I wish I could understand you...?
Though you are so incomprehensible...
Because you are so dynamic...

Are you not tired of coming into my dreams every night..?
Are you not tired of wandering in my mind during the day...?
Go away you selfish fellow....

- Organic Chemistry...

Counselors needed...!!

I think I need to go for counseling sessions...
I think my narcissism is getting from bad to worse to worst...
Help....!!

Physics, Chemistry, Calculation....

We have physics...
that explains almost everything that happens in our world...
Even outside our world...
From extraterrestrial to other dimensions...

We have chemistry...
that rationalizes almost all interaction between particles...
Even at subatomic level...
From intermolecular, intramolecular to string theory (ref. Quantum)...

We have mathematics...
That calculates almost everything...
Even in a imaginary dimension...
From Euclidean geometry (flat plane notion) to non-Euclidean geometry (pseudoshpere concepts)...

However..
There are always things that are so common and yet can't be explained or calculated..

We can explain everything but relationship...
We can't explain why one loves the other so much...
We can't figure out why one detests the other so much...
to love or not to love...

We can rationalize everything but bonds among humans..
We can't rationalize why friendship-bond forms..
We can't figure out which is more exothermic..
to bond or not to bond...

We can measure everything but love...
We can't measure friendship...
We can't measure patience...

It's human nature to disregard something that can't be measured...
We can't measure it so we don't treasure it..
We take them for granted..

We can't measure the love our parents give us..
so we take them for granted...

Haha..
dunno how to continue liao..
juz wu liao..
1 2 write something nia..
sorry if i wasted ur time...
wakakaka....
do too much phys chem so siao liao..

6 idiosyncrasies

It seems like recently people are so preoccupied with these 6 idiosyncrasies thing..
So, I don't see any reason for me not to join..
Hehe..

1. Extreme narcissist, those that know me long enough know it, need not elaborate on this...

2. Horror movie? Nope. I don't see the point of paying to unnecessary adrenaline rush when it's time for me to relax.

3. Me being metro does not make me a gay..!

4. Offend me not or don't you blame me for being bitchy..

5. The inner me is proud, arrogant, irony, inferiority complex, gentle, kind hearted, shy, bad temper, indecisive, fickle minded, in short, extremely complicated, it all depends on situation.

6. I hate cockroaches...!! Kill them or kill me..!!

there you go..
6 idiosyncrasies about me..
Anyone interested can post their idiosyncrasies in their blogs..

End of March..

Haha..
It's been exactly 2 weeks since i laz posted my bloggie...
1stly, i m bz..
2ndly, i m laZy..

lazy to write too many things also..
basically i will juz write down a bit..
so that i wont 4get what i had done this month..

No. 1,
I have a new friend with i love so much..

dont hv a name yet..
i juz call him "tsk tsk" he alwaz responds to that..
haha...
tsk tsk tsk...
he will run back from the neighbourhood...
he is never tie.. and he is small enuf to squeeze himself thru the gate...
so he wanders around... free..~

No 2,
I went to suntec with my best fren, G.
after that we went to Changi village because long queue in the restaurant in Bedok..
For ur info, Bedok n Changi is very far to the east.
For G, he was like travelling from the west most of Sg (NTU) to the east most of Sg (Changi)..
Nice fish head curry..!! Yum Yum..!!
it's been very long since we went out together...
Then we saw this in Suntec during the IT fair...


No 3,
I attended CLHS alumni association dinner...
got lucky draw...
i got this..

Our table was very lucky..
We got a wine, an air purifier(big), $50 NTUC voucher, $100 Isetan voucher etc..

No 4,
I got myself this 2 books..
I was surprised that they made Jin Yong novel into such a small size..
it's a pocket novel..
Shown in picture comparing with my iPod...

and i also bought ichi rittoru no namida...
this is the actually diary by Aya, published....