杂篇～1

开学有三个星期了。。
这学期，我换了新宿舍。。
不再和大多数大马留学生住在同一宿舍。。
因为这儿较方便。。
上课回家也较容易。。
明天将会有一个室友搬进来。。
越南四年纪商学的学生。。
希望能和他相处愉快吧。。

最近感觉好像和大马学生越来越疏远了。。
只因为住不同宿舍吗？
但是，所谓大马学生，也仅仅是只钟灵的朋友们和不多位朋友啦。。
就连三贱客也各有各的忙。。
希望不久后三贱客能恢复当年的疯狂啦。。

感到很高兴的是。。
和 Mabel & Ah Bengx 的友谊似乎更进一步了。。
今晚和她们出去，不小心放了雪慧飞机。。
抱歉哦。。
反正我们明天会出去，别生气啦，哈哈。。

今年，课程变得好重。。
希望我能有顿悟吧。。

最近，好多人都开始担心女朋友的问题。。
我是不是也该开始担心了呢？
哈哈。。
没有必要吧？
除非我的好友们都有了心仪的伴侣吧。。
哈哈哈。。

最近。。
我身上又发生了一些奇怪的事情。。
又是我想太多吗？

好累。。
要睡了。。
晚安。。

今天最有感触的话。。
“明知道不该，还是会情不自禁”

平凡与不平凡

我要出人头地。。！
我要成为一个成功人士。。！
我要有名，有利，有钱。。！
我要做一个不平凡的人。。！

市场上亦不乏此类的书。。
教人致富等等。。。

但。。。
我从没看过一本教人如何失败，接受失败或如何成为一个平凡的人的书。。

昨日，我的一位黑人教授说：“Far better it is to dare mighty things to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure, than to take rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer because they live in the grey twilight that knows not victory nor defeat.“ 亦即要我们放手一博，不成功，便成仁，也胜于那些一生都平平淡淡的人生。。

听完这句话，不禁地感到纳罕。。
我不能认同此番话。。
或许是家庭教育背景有关吧。。
家境从没很富裕过。。
从小被灌输的教育就是不要铤而走险，确保安全无误再走。。
原因就是这个家承受不起任何的大落。。
典型的”手停口停，宁死莫病“的家。。

或许你会觉得我更应该拼以摆脱这种生活。。
但我还是觉得安安稳稳地过活会来得更好。。

很庆幸的。。
我从小学到大学。。
念的都可算是名校。。
很多机会都摆在眼前。。
但往往我都与这些机会擦身而过。。
原因是因为很多的机会都是需要金钱去支附的。。

金钱，我没有。。
成绩，我不是最顶尖。。
没有穷到人家给助学金，也没有聪明到人家给奖学金。。
平凡。。。
家境平凡，成绩平凡，人生平凡。。
但从来没有人教我如何做个平凡的人。。

就这样。。
糊里糊涂地长大了。。。
愿意教的人越来越少了。。。
小时候，做对做错都是可爱的。。
长大后。。
做对了，是应该的；做错了，就被骂，批评，指指点点。。
渐渐地。。
自信心垮了。。
越来越自备了。。
做什么都很怕做错。。
越来越懦弱了。。
批评也越来越多了。。

做人真的很辛苦。。

现在刚下完雨，窗前有一棵很大的树。。
抬头时，看见三五只松鼠在树上蹦蹦跳跳。。
有些咬着落在地上的枯叶和树枝。。
想必是要拿回我去的吧。。。
在扩建窝吗？

做松鼠会不会比较快乐？
松树会不会有“平凡和不平凡”的烦恼？

Accidentally came across this amazing vid clip while studying just now..
It's called "supercooling effect"..
Supercooled water is a phenomenon whereby water remains as liquid even though its temperature is already below its freezing point which is 0ºC.
In order for this to occur, the water must be pure and must be left undisturbed...
Any impurities or disturbance will trigger ice crystal formation..

Pissed.. Lost.. Sad...

Pigs..
I hate pigs...
told me the price of the book is S$30+..
JB selling the same book @ RM91...
then i came back n buy..
actual price become S$46.10
confirm with pigs..
then they said sorry...
screwed them in public...
Pigs...!!
Irregardless of nationality n country...
pigs r still pigs...
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Lost...
Lost in evrything...
Academy, career, nationality, identity, love life....
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I thought u were gone forever...
Y r u back in my dreamz......
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Finally...

Finally..
It's the end..
evrything has ended..
But not the bonds..
not the friendship..
juz the camp ended...
the sweet memories preserved...

Evrytime in camp i hv the being-left-out feel...
Boys talk abt army..
gals talk abt jc...
neither of which do i hv knowledge of...
But somehow..
This year is different...
a bit different...
There is something else i can share abt..

Finally..
It has begun...
Evrything seems to go back to its old path..
school starting soon..
i m back to blogging..
no more Mapling day n nite..
"icyrhino in NUS" season 3 starts 2mr...

One Week.. One busy week...

One week..
One busy week..

One day..
One happy day..
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Talk abt happy day 1st..
hahaha..
3rd of Aug..
Full of surprise...

I am actually in Sci Orientation Week(SOW'07)..
I was so tired until i totally forgot abt my bday..
That midnight(3/8, 12-1am) after some cheering session..
My Orientation Group(OG) member performed an operation on me...
Hahaha...
After surviving for so many yrs in CLHS..
I kena this time..
not strip off pants lah..
something different.. something special..
Din expect that..
haha..
Also received bday wishes from 3 most unexpected people..
Hui Xuan - a long-time-no-see good fren now studying in Australia..
Venice - My hairstylist fren from Penang..
Rax - a person i know from Maple(an on9 game)..
also, Wei Sheng who called me from Msia..
And of course, thanks to all my frenz...
This is also I had 2 cakes in a day...
one in the afternoon and another one at night..
One from my last year's OG and the other one from my this year OG..
Thanks to
Shaomin, Hui Ling, Ah bengx, Yuan Zhou (who got the cake for me) and Mabel (who came all the way to clementi from Seng Kang to cut hair n shun bian attend my bday)..
And also thanks to
Xin Yu & Yvonne(for getting me the cake even in the midst of camp), all my OG members and most importantly, Hui Ling(they won't know it was my bday if u don't tell them)
and so many others...
thank u for the presents, chem gang and clhs gang also..
Thank you all...
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I was made the OGL of the our OG..
Dunno whether I have done a good job...
But i have a bad feeling about it..
i shall not talk too much abt it..
Maybe... Maybe lah..
if i m not the OGL, i will hv more fun..
it's not that i din hv fun though..
i had..!!
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too many to things to tell..
dunno how to put all in words also
so juz jot down my happiest moments...
photos i will upload when i get it later..